There comes a point in every Christian’s walk where your convictions will clash with what’s popular. In a worldly sense that’s to be expected, after all we are called to be peculiar right? But it is particularly difficult when that peculiarity becomes a theme even within your own support systems. When your convictions don’t win you favor with family, friends, and associates it requires a greater level of boldness and faith to stand firm. I find myself fighting the desire to explain myself to others, trying to ensure that their perception of me and my intentions are accurate. Fortunately, I have come to realize that how my actions are perceived really doesn’t matter.  I find that that even after detailed explanation most still haven’t understood or agreed with my actions. But why should they? When God convicted me He was speaking to me, not them!

 It is unfair for us to expect everybody, or even anyone, to hear the words God has spoken to us or to see the vision God has given to us. It was my own lack of faith that motivated my quest to be understood.  When God instructed Abraham to kill his own son Isaac I can’t help but wonder how crazy he may have seemed to others. Who really knows what criticism Abraham may have received, but what is unquestionable was his faith. With that same boldness follow your convictions, God never needed anyone else’s approval to carry out His will. He will approve the “unapproved”.